A Place to Stand

This has been one of those weeks. You know the kind, when everyone you truly care about seems suddenly to be faced with something overwhelming or difficult. My sister’s surgery and her continued battle to overcome cancer, my son’s sudden flare-up with his lifelong struggle against chronic allergies, our parents declining health, a loved one’s struggle with faith, a difficult pregnancy for another, as well as important decisions that have to be made in spite of personal exhaustion; it all brought to mind a phrase from an old hymn. “When all around my soul gives way.”

There is only one place for me to stand. No human rescuer has the answer when the storm comes.

  1. My hope is built on nothing less
    Than Jesus’ blood and righteousness;
    I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
    But wholly lean on Jesus’ name.
    • Refrain:
      On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand;
      All other ground is sinking sand,
      All other ground is sinking sand.

So often, when we are faced with an unexpected crisis our stress reactions, adrenaline, etc. take over and our ability even to perceive God in the midst of our situation is clouded. There is nothing to DO at that point. The answer is simply to rest and surrender on His grace. We do not deserve it, cannot earn it; we can only throw our anchor deeply into it and hold on tight!

2. When darkness veils His lovely face,
I rest on His unchanging grace;
In every high and stormy gale,
My anchor holds within the veil.

Instead of trying to figure out the plan of God, which we could not hope to comprehend with our limited understanding, now is the time to rest on the truths we believe. We can believe His oath that if we have confessed our sins- He has forgiven them. 1 John 1:9 “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

We can believe He covenant that He will never leave us or forsake us. Hebrews 13:5 “for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”

His offering of Himself for us was enough. Romans 5:1-2 “Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Through him, we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God.”

He is our hope!

3. His oath, His covenant, His blood
Support me in the whelming flood;
When all around my soul gives way,
He then is all my hope and stay.

Ultimately, when it is all said and done we will stand before God, and our feeble efforts will not mean anything. The robe we wear will be the righteousness that He alone could give us. He is the only one who can make us faultless before God.

4. When He shall come with trumpet sound,
Oh, may I then in Him be found;
Dressed in His righteousness alone,
Faultless to stand before the throne.

So to all those I know who are struggling, brace yourself on the solid Rock, take your stand, watch all the rest of the non-essentials swirl around you and fall away.

On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand;
All other ground is sinking sand,
All other ground is sinking sand.

Matthew 7:24-25 24“Everyone then who hears these words of mine and does them will be like a wise man who built his house on the rock. 25 And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house, but it did not fall, because it had been founded on the rock.”

Giants!

Sunday morning the pastor of the church we attend, Rev. Neville Tan made a statement that got me thinking, “Giants in our lives can blot out the image of God.” How often in my life that has been so true.

There are times even now when the giants in my life loom so large I feel dwarfed in their shadow, and it seems difficult to see beyond them to the face of the Father.

Circumstances can seem so complex to my feeble understanding that I forget He knows the plans He has for me. Jeremiah 29:11 “11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.”

He is also still in control. Psalm 103:19, “19 The Lord has established his throne in the heavens, and his kingdom rules over all.”

Sometimes the giant takes on the face of the opinion or the criticism of another person, which grows so large that I forget whose opinion really matters. Colossians 3:23 “Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, 24 knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ.”

 Please God forgive me, and bring healing to those I have wounded, when I have been the face that blocked someone from seeing You!

Hungry giants of need or want can grow so large that I forget the Fathers promise in Philippians 4:19, “And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.”

Decisions can become giants if I forget that even if I do not always choose well, God can somehow redeem even my stumbling by his grace. Romans 8:28 28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.

Failures are monstrous giants because they cause me to see only myself, my faults, and not my Father’s good plan, which He alone is able to perfect. Philippians 1:6 “And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.”

The face of a giant can make us fearful because fear is the granddaddy of them all! However, living intimidated by this giant is not what God has provided, 2 Timothy 1:7, “for God gave us a spirit not of fear, but of power and love and self-control.”

What can we do when we find ourselves suddenly in the shadow of a huge threat? We can pick up those small number of weapons we know how to fight with…pebbles…our small store of pathetically learned scriptures… our few feebly sung praise songs… our weak and sometimes wavering mustard seeds of faith…

But we can take those few pebbles and turn to face our monster and shout in his face,

“Who are you to mock my God? I will take you down because my God is greater than whatever giant I face!”

We can start running at the thing we fear with all our might swinging and slinging our pebbles! Because it is not about the strength of our arm, it is about the perfect aim of a God who knows no giant can stand before His child who chooses to believe God is greater!

Down with the giants! (Please be assured, I am not referring to any particular US sport team…)

When I don’t know what I am doing…

Being an introverted person, I have often found myself in social situations where I felt out of my depth. However, I have also enjoyed playing parts in dramas, and amateur church theatre productions; so even if it the settings were uncomfortable I could usually fake it. Maybe the demands of living in another culture have made it too much of a constant challenge or I am just getting too old to keep up the fronts, but I seem to be failing at it miserably lately.

I find myself in more and more settings where I seem to fit like a square peg in the proverbial round hole.  For a person who chronically struggles with attempting to please people and live up to their expectations the result is that I feel perpetually like I am failing God and others. I just could not find my footing, my place to stand; my way to be that did not disappoint and aggravate those around me.

As I walk away for yet another social debacle, I find myself thinking of Christ’s words from the cross when He said, Luke 23:34 “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.” If Christ could forgive those who were killing him because they thought they were disposing of another traitor; surely He can forgive me. I know I have not been what others expected me to be; I just did not know what to do!  Every attempt to fit the prescribed box has left me feeling frustrated, and others irritated. I could not figure out the role. In the process, I have let people down and tarnished my witness of the love of God. Can I be forgiven for not knowing what to do?

There are times in life when the way before us seems so confused that to move in any direction seems impossible. In these moments, I long for a Joshua encounter.

Joshua 5:13-15 (ESV)

13 When Joshua was by Jericho, he lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, a man was standing before him with his drawn sword in his hand. And Joshua went to him and said to him, “Are you for us, or for our adversaries?” 14 And he said, “No; but I am the commander of the army of the Lord. Now I have come.” And Joshua fell on his face to the earth and worshiped and said to him, “What does my lord say to his servant?” 15 And the commander of the Lord’s army said to Joshua, “Take off your sandals from your feet, for the place where you are standing is holy.” And Joshua did so.

It has become irrelevant who is right or wrong, who is on what side; please God just show up and take over this battle.  My shoes are off, and my face is in the dust. I confess I do not know how to tear down these Jericho walls. Please forgive me, when I don’t know what I should be doing! 

So, I must trust, Romans 8:26, 26 Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. 27 And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.

Please Spirit of God; intercede according to what is the will of God for I don’t know what to do!

Take heart my friend, we’ll go together
This uncertain road that lies ahead
Our faithful God has always gone before us
And He will lead the way once again

Take heart my friend, we can walk together
And if our burdens become too great
We can hold up and help one another
In God’s love, in God’s grace

Take heart my friend, the Lord is with us
As He has been all the days of our lives
Our assurance every morning
Our defender in the night

If we should falter when trouble surrounds us
When the wind and the waves are wild and high
We will look away to Him who rules the waters
Who spoke His peace into the angry tide

He is our comfort, our sustainer
He is our help in time of need
And when we wander He is our shepherd
He who watches over us, never sleeps

Take heart my friend, the Lord is with us
As He has been all the days of our lives
Our assurance every morning
Our defender in the night

Take heart my friend, the Lord is with us
As He has been all the days of our lives
Our assurance every morning
Our defender in the night

By Fernando Ortega ©2011